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[July 29, 2008 / 11:28pm]
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[July 23, 2008 / 2:34am]
The rain outside made sloshing sounds against the medal roof over head as it splattered and rushed off the pointed peak and into the long forgotten flower beds that had been taken over by weeds and were in excessive need of trimming and preening. The atmosphere of the unimpressive cottage by the sea was one of dreary distress, and looked as if it had long ago been abandoned and forgotten by those that had planted the garden and paved the walkway with impressive stones. The paint was chipped and nearly missing completely in several areas, the woodwork showing where the sea had rushed up to meet the shore and rock during one storm or another. The character of the house or the attitude was no different on the inside. The appliances were ancient and in desperate need of replacement, the only heat inside the two room dwelling the corner Soldering Furnace, which the family who owned the cottage had purchased back in 1929.

The resident of the cottage was far older then even the furnace that warmed the home, however, and at this very moment looked every bit her age. Sitting in a now antique rocking chair, her tartan plaid night coat was hanging loosely from her thin and fragile looking frame, her wrinkled face buried in her hands as she sobbed quickly. Minerva was not one for tears or for letting be known any weakness she possessed, but as there was no one around for her to keep her strong willed demeanor up for, she was unable to keep the tears at bay. The Prophet lay open across her lap, the title of the piece before her reading `Terrorists Apprehended in Otterton, Order Retaliates with Muggle Massacre.` The lies told to misguide the readers and cause them to distrust the Order was to be expected, and were not the cause for her emotional state. Those apprehended and now sitting unrighteously in a cold cell in Azkaban, however, were. Kingsley Shacklebolt and Arthur Weasley's imprisonment was a large blow to the Order, and poor, young Gabrielle who she remembered quite easily from the TwiWizard Tournament as Fleur Delacour's little sister did not deserver to be housed in such a harsh environment.

The fact that she could easily imagine the sort of torture Kingsley and Arthur were sure to endure caused her great heartache, and though the tears were not going to help her cause, they were unstoppable all the same. Whipping quietly at her eyes, she sniffled softly and picked up her wand. Tossing her Prophet to the floor, she went the paper afire, incinerating the Daily Prophet. If she ever got her hands on Rita Skeerer, the women would find herself in a very unpleasant situation. While Rita Skeeter maybe very good at memory alteration spells and other charms and spells common uses of most writers, Minerva was a highly trained witch, and to her the women was no threat aside from her nasty ability to write lies and twist the truth. Whether Rita Skeeter was indeed no immediate threat as she liked to think, she didn't know, and if and when the time came to analyze the woman more thoroughly, she would.

Patting her hair back away from her face and into the tight bun that set religiously atop her head, she sighed heavily and moved toward to the only other room within the small cabin, her bedroom. It was high time she wrote the Order. Her face set in a line that was much more normal and strong set then the feeble frown that had set across her features when she'd been crying.
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[July 21, 2008 / 8:43pm]

L'Île-aux-Marins,"The Island of the Sailors", was a small island in the Atlantic Ocean, long since labeled a ghost town when the inhabitants of the city fled in the 1960's. Despite the fact that they had abandoned their lodgings and buildings, one could imagine they wouldn't have wanted to see their lives work being devastated, destroyed until it was seen as mere ruins, as it was that evening. Though the one causing the wreckage felt remorseful as to the mess he was causing, and the history he was destroying, he knew very well that it had to be done. If not here, then within another quiet piece of land that had long ago been forgotten.

The church was nearly made of windows, it's stain glass even a sight all these years later. The dust and years of neglect had done very little to wash away the beauty or the originality in the art pieces, however the magnificence of the church wasn't what had brought the only living person in the town to it. The fact that it was desolate, the fact that no one would be around to hear if the walls came tumbling down, and the fact that if he screamed, no one would hear him, had. Dennis rolled onto his side and sucked in a deep breath when he felt the burn on his hip come in contact with the floor. It was odd to be in so much pain, and know you were the one causing.

Keeping the groan inside his throat as he pulled himself to his feet, Dennis breathed deeply and peered around the long, one room building Every mirror he had found inside the small town he had brought to the church, and were currently hanging everything with a sticking charm until you could no longer see the walls - just mirrors and windows. The long benches had all been pushed to one side of the room and stacked on top of each other, and light was trickling in from several fresh holes in the ceiling that had come from ricocheting spells. Shaking his head, he readied himself, his wand held firm in his hand. He raised it quickly, his hand flicking, and muttered, "Confringo!" A burst of orange light shot from his wand and went flying toward the mirror in the font of him, bounding off the glass. He raised his wand and blasted the same mirror to his right before throwing himself back and dodging the first as it came hurling back toward him.

Smacking the ground on his rear, he flipped backwards, his legs swinging over his head just in time to avoid contact with the second. Lunching forward, he raised his wand and fired another one at the back mirrors, three spells not bounding about the room, looking for something besides class to come into contact with. He nearly missed the first as it came bounding back toward him, and fell gracelessly to the ground, rolling away as the second crashed against the floor where he had fallen and leaving chunks of wood and carpet where it had died. Cursing, he pushed himself to his feet and stumbled as the first landed squarely at his lower back. Gritting his teeth, he fell forward onto his hands and breathed through his nose.

Get control. Laboring his breathing, he opened his eyes and caught the last spell as it ricocheted off the stain glass of one of the north facing windows. Forcing himself to his feet, he ran at it full speed until it looked as if they were going to collide. At the last moment he summoned a shield charm and sighed with relief as he managed to get it off this time, the spell dying around him. The last attempt to take the spell head on his timing had been wrong and he'd knocked himself unconscious for ten odd minutes and blasted his arm open, which was mended by sore. Breathing heavily, he stood, looking as if he had fought a battle, but having only fought himself. Training had been so much easier when he'd had a brother by his side, teaching him things and dueling with him.

He tried to push away the pain of not knowing where Colin was. It ate at him almost every day. They had been together for three years, alone with only each other for comfort, and then suddenly he was gone, out of the blue. Who knew picking up supplies would last almost a year. The wound was deep despite the fact he told everyone who asked about it that he was fine. Despite how many times he said he knew Colin had to be fine, because he didn't. Not until he saw him alive, not until he saw him laughing again. Colin had been amazing to Dennis, he had been his hero growing up as Harry Potter had been Colin's. He sighed deeply, all the pain etched on his face. Both physical and emotion.

He let himself fall backwards, grunting as his back hit the ground but not having the strength to get up. After reading what Anthony had posted he had been so angry, unable to control himself in the settings he had been in, and what better way to relieve stress then to do something physical. No including the fact that he really did need to work on training, on being ready. He wanted to be useful. He allowed his eyes to close, but didn't let himself drift away. It had been nearly two hours since he had begun, and though he was exhausted, he couldn't bring himself to give into the pain and the sleep he needed. All he could think about was those people in Azkaban, of Gabrielle in Azkaban, and that they were probably one hundred times worse off then he was right now.

He didn't have time to sleep, anyways, he needed to change his clothes and head for The Keiss Castle in Scotland for the Order meeting.

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[July 12, 2008 / 8:08pm]

Recent events have brought about other peoples opinion of what is good looking and what is not, and to everyone that was hurt over this, I'm personality sorry despite the fact I had nothing to do with had was wrote. Many people seem to be so wrapped up in the idea of what is in fashion or what other people look like, and I honestly don't understand it. There are so many more important things to worry about then whether someone is wearing the most fashion forward attire or how they look!

People have sought perfection – perfection in their facial features, in their attitudes, and in their body language for longer then any of us can remember. It is an unattainable flawlessness that they seek, and such perfection in one person has yet to be seen or obtained. Why do we seek an impossible goal? Why does, in most instances, perfection and beauty tie together, and why are so many people spending so much time to be this misconceived idea of ‘beauty’?

We’re taught from an early age of what beauty is and what it isn’t from the people around us and magazines; all these forms of knowledge are saying we should look a certain way, dress a certain way, and behave a certain way. If we can achieve that (which we can’t, because even those we define as beautiful have seen days were they were forced to use one beauty charm or another to make themselves, the flawed person, appear more “perfect” then they already do) then we’d all be the same. Can you imagine a world where everyone has one face – it would be like looking in a mirror every time you turn to greet someone. The human race continually seeks perfection in themselves because ‘society’ deems anything imperfect (which would be society itself) unworthy of attention, of love, of understanding. I do not mean that we’re all outcasts of society – our imperfections have been accepted as faults in are character, but that doesn’t stop society from trying to lure us to their side of “perfect” with constant reminding that we’re, indeed, not perfect at all.

Why do people always seem to put perfection and beauty together? For as long as I can remember, if something is beautiful there will be someone there to call it “perfect”, why is that? Beauty and perfection are worlds apart. Beauty does not mean the perfect skin tone or the richest color of hair, it is a face with character that cause the on looker to be attracted – something that stuck out that made the passerby return for another gaze upon the face that caught their eye. Some flaw or another that was so strong in its being that it appeared almost otherworldly - beautiful. Perfection on the other hand is exactly that – it is perfect, without fault or flaw. It is evenly proportioned, without tarnish or stain.

People have been seeking perfection since as long as anyone can remember – it does not matter that the idea of perfection has changed over the years, but simply that society seeks it, and shall continue to do so without actually ever accomplishing such an act. Our standards of perfect and beauty are forever changing as society changes and therefore we can never, truthfully, find perfection in anything.

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